
Sookie: -eyes open slowly and I smile at the feel of your arms around me. remembering what I did, I am overcome with guilt and try to slip quietly out of bed and head towards the shower-
Eric: -arms tighten around her, keeping her firmly in place as his nose nuzzles into her hair, his body suddenly going rigid- Sookie...
Sookie: -going really still as I close my eyes and put on a tight smile- Good morning Eric. -trying to keep my emotions in check-
Eric: -frowns as he sits up on one elbow- why do you smell of Bill Compton?...
Sookie: -thinking "Damn it" and my smiles falters completely- I don't know...-looking guilty as I bite my lip-
Eric: -frowns- you don't know? or you don't know why you're lying to me? -sits up fully, leaning against the head board-
Sookie: -smh and getting up from the bed and heading towards the bathroom to avoid this conversation, racked with guilt-
Eric: -frowns as he watches her, the bruises fresh on her skin- Sookie...-sits up, feet on the floor-
Sookie: -reaches for the bathroom door and pauses, a sad- Yes? -escapes my lips as I sigh-
Eric: -snarls- did Bill do that to you? -knows she'll know what he's talking about-
Sookie: -looks down to my arms and sees the bruises are much worse after last night and nods- He was upset with me...and Pam.
Eric: -raises his head and looks at the wall that faces the guest room- @Pam_SSC is here...-looks back- why is Pam here?
Sookie: -drops my hand from the door knob and turns to look at you with a sigh and a shrug- I think she came to see you, but she stepped in when Bill got angry...
Eric: -brows furrowed- and just why did Bill get angry? -just saying the name making him frown further-
Sookie: -lowers my head- Because I told him, I wasn't his. -smh- He thought just because... -snapping my mouth close-
Eric: -watches her intensely- just because?..spit it out Sookie, you know I hate these word games almost as much as I hate Bill Compton
Sookie: -closes my eyes and taking a deep breath before I say softly- Just because I slept with him.
Eric: -watches her, realizing that she means more than just in the past, narrows his eyes in question-
Sookie: -still looking down, tears coming to my eyes- I don't know what happened.. I didn't mean for it to happen. -full of guilt-
Eric: -blinks at the tears, hating the way she leaks and the way it makes him feel, speaks through gritted teeth- what do you mean?
Sookie: -tears falling over my cheeks as I put my hands to my face- I'm saying I had sex with Bill and when I told him I wasn't his, he got angry. -smh and crying-
Eric: -looks at her, not wanting to believe what she's trying to tell him- this was...last night?
Sookie: -nods and cries harder-
Eric: -sneers a little- I see....Compton has become foolishly brave in his pursuit of you. I'll have to remedy that.
Sookie: -blinks confused, tears still falling down my cheeks- What...what do you mean? -trying to control my voice but failing-
Eric: -fangy sneer- he's playing on your weakened emotions..and playing with fire. -does not want to blame her....not yet-
Sookie: -smh and crying- I...I'm sorry. -feeling ashamed and disgusted at myself-
Eric: -clearly angry- and your roll in this? I assume you didn't just....lay there?
Sookie: -stunned almost like I have been slapped- I...-stammering through tearful sobs- What is it you want me to say? You want details? -disgusted at the thought-
Eric: -fangs as he hisses at her- YES..did he instigate it or did you? And don't you dare cry to me.
Sookie: -expected him to be mad, but getting angry- You think I would instigate something with him? -my voice growing stern and full of disgust- You think so low of me, that you think I would hop out of bed with you and into bed with him on purpose?
Eric: -snaps- so you accidentally fucked him? Fucking..is no accident! I don't buy the fact that you slipped and fell on Compton's dick!
Sookie: -angered- Now I get it, I fucked up. But how dare you talk to me like that! -fist clenched- Why do you even fucking care?
Eric: -hisses- Because Compton has no right to touch you!
Sookie: Who the hell are you to say who can touch me? -raising my voice louder-
Eric: -fangy sneer- we are talking about you Sookie, not me. There is a difference.
Sookie: -throws my hands up in the air- Of course! How could I fucking forget? It's okay for you to blame Bill for what happened in Jackson....tell me this. What were you doing while I was locked in the trunk with him? And don't bother lying.
Eric: -snarls- taking my revenge..
Sookie: Oh that is rich. Act like a white knight in shining armor after I get home, because you figure, she'll never know...she's just a silly little human. Well guess what buddy, I know exactly what you were doing. So I guess I'm pot and you're kettle guess it doesn't matter which, because they are both Black!
Eric: -frowns, looks at her as if she's completely lost her mind- do you care to explain to me just what exactly it is you're accusing me of Sookie? -isn't sure however he honestly wants to know-
Sookie: -tosses you http://bit.ly/9g8P7L and http://twitpic.com/2d05f4 - Guess I see just how much you care about me...-tilts head- You can feel when I am in trouble, but instead you just let him rape me and nearly drain me so you could go fuck around!
Eric: -eyes flash at the photos, is hissing and fangy when he looks back to her- you are such a blind little human fool if you think this -shakes the pictures- is what I was doing while you were in danger!
Sookie: And you a fucking idiot Vampire, if you think I didn't catch you comment about leftovers the other night. -rolls eyes- Why does it even matter who I sleep with? You fuck anyone you want. I made a mistake in sleeping with Bill, but you have no right to fucking say a word about it. I'm not yours. We aren't together and you have done nothing to change that fact!
Eric: -growls- I've done everything to change that fact but you've fought me the entire way..
Sookie: -smh- You've done nothing! You just assume I will do what you want. You push and pull me around at your will and get mad when I put my foot down. You've insulted me by making it seem like I'm so stupid "fangbanger" -voice filled with disgust-
Eric: -hisses- I've done....nothing? Nothing Sookie? -is shaking with reserved anger- I've ignored my business, my bonds and my responsibilities just to spend time with you. I've given you my blood twice now..I even -sneers- sent you flowers. If you are expecting me to grovel like some humanized main streamer like Bill Compton then you must be prepared for a life of disappointment as it is..I'm out of patience with this outburst. -fully fangy and snarling-
Sookie: -glaring- I never asked you to ignore anything. Hell I only asked you to stay once! One time. You call me, you come see me I don't twist your arm to spend time with you. So don't throw the blame on me. Do you even care that I said I'm sorry or that I still said I wasn't his? NO! It's not that you care or want me, it's just you don't want Bill to have me!
Eric: -hissing through gritted teeth- Bill Compton does not deserve you!
Sookie: -takes a step forward even more annoyed- One, that's not YOUR decision! That's mine! Two, listen to me, I told him NO! -takes a deep breath and closes my eyes, trying to calm myself and saying a little calmer- I told him no. I made a mistake.
Eric: -eyes flash with a different kind of anger- he forced you?
Sookie: -rolls my eyes- No. Bill didn't force me -smh and exhausted from yelling- I don't know what happened...I was stupid. But when he tried to force himself as ... when he tried to make it seem like I was still his, I said no. -tears in my eyes- I still care about him...-blinking away the tears- I...i just made a mistake. -hanging my head-
Eric: -calms himself, looks to the ground as she cries tears that are not for him- you are only human.
Sookie: -collapsing on the ground- I told him no and he was so angry... -sobbing- He said I was choosing you over him...
Eric: -speaks to her from his distance, his voice softer- he's lost you..
Sookie: -letting his words sink in while I cry- He lost me even before what happened in Jackson -feeling even more guilt about what I have done- I just don't think any of us realized it... -racked with guilt and confusion and pain-
Eric: -is confused- before....Jackson?
Sookie: -takes a deep breath and nods- Yes, before Jackson...-trying to avoid putting into words what I don't want to admit to myself-
Eric: -takes a tentative step toward her- why Sookie...
Sookie: -refusing to look at him and just shakes my head- Nevermind... -getting to my feet and attempting to go hide in the bathroom-
Eric: -closes the distance, blocks her from the bathroom- say it Sookie..
Sookie: -looks into your eyes, pleading for you not to make me- You know why... -looking away-
Eric: -softly- then why do you resist me?
Sookie: -barely whispering- Because what's the point when you don't feel the same way? -frowning- I don't want to be someone's prize
Eric: -brushes her hair from her face- but you are a prize Sookie..one any man would feel honored to have.
Sookie: -sighs- And just prove my point -embarrassed and smh- Just forget it. Go back to being mad at me. -turning away-
Eric: -turns her back around and kisses her hard and fangy-
Sookie: -shocked at first and still, but then relaxing into the kiss, I pull myself closer, before pausing and pulling away- Eric? -my eyes searching his for an answer-
Eric: -blue eyes half lidded, the desire for her obvious- what is it Sookie...-voice just above a whisper-
Sookie: -touching his face, softly tracing his jawline- What do you want? -pauses and clarifies- I mean, is it just me or do you feel the same? -letting my other hand rest on his chest-
Eric: do you want to be mine Sookie?
Sookie: -stares into your eyes, noting how you never seem to answer my questions- I want....-raising on my tiptoes and kissing your cool lips softly- I want to see where this is going...but only if that's what you want.
Eric: -whispers a cool breath against her lips- yes....-kisses her again-
Sookie: -a small smile on my lips as they part from his, our lips brushing against one another as I nod- Yes. -pressing my body to his as my mouth explores his hungrily, overcome by my desire to feel our bodies together-
Eric: -takes her up in his arms and heads to the shower with her, pulling the curtain behind them-